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You hid behind a wall of bones - jagged pale promises
unkept, and filthy secrets so unswept, as you -
but I knew you were there, bejeweled daggers of
idiocy slicing through and 'tween your knuckles
I saw beneath the ugly lines of black on your face
of ink that's never gone and salt that never always
stings
'You can not know what there is to know, your meager
rings of youth,' you said. 'You try to not try to lie to not
lie.'
Your lips, so cracked and barren, never parted to let
your rows of tiny perfect teeth be exposed to the
bleaching, leeching light or the mag-worms-mag-gots
dark
But when they did a nightmare slipped out, floating
fleeting dreamily gray and silkily transparent, a net
of secret hopes of gone and {fantasies} not {fantasies}
and it wrapped about me and myself, and bound me to my
body
'Bite into that succulent fruit and cry to try, and let it
sink into your teeth,' you said. 'Until the raw juices drip
down to your chin and soak into your skin and your flesh
sings.'
I tried, do you know, not to cry, do you see, but it
kept on wrapping around my throat and constricting me,
like a snake with a cloud between its harping fangs that
shriek so loud and so long, until I knew I was just a fish
writhing on its soiled and soil grave with mud penetrating
helplessly
The nightmare was a prison, a game, an imprisoning game
a poison, a scream, a poisonous un-scream that un-defies
and un-defiles everything it comes across: the un-nightmare
{fantasy}
'You have the key, clutched in your hand, and it's waiting
to be hoped,' you said. 'So hope it, harp it, and don't
rejoice.'
Yet when I looked there was no key, no answers to the
race of rats, crawling rodents whimpering thus and screaming
thus, their shrill cries were mine and I grabbed at those, snatched
at those, until I possessed them wholly and they were utterly
mine
I couldn't succeed because it wasn't meant to be, or was it, maybe
half-way-indeed, and the slashing lines grew darker upon your
sinking face, so you threw to me a scarecrow, tall and dark and
lean
I clasped it tightly to myself, the riches only wisps of downy
feathers, and pressed my face against its expressionless
featureless one, for beauty is ugly and ugly is grief, as black
and cold as unleashed, unbound cruelty on a frame, the heartless
birds
'Do you know what I am?' you asked. 'Do you see how I
am?'
I slowly raised my gaze and nodded, blazing red on black and blue
no words could shape without the clay of truth and lies, for then I knew
You are a {fantasy}.
unkept, and filthy secrets so unswept, as you -
but I knew you were there, bejeweled daggers of
idiocy slicing through and 'tween your knuckles
I saw beneath the ugly lines of black on your face
of ink that's never gone and salt that never always
stings
'You can not know what there is to know, your meager
rings of youth,' you said. 'You try to not try to lie to not
lie.'
Your lips, so cracked and barren, never parted to let
your rows of tiny perfect teeth be exposed to the
bleaching, leeching light or the mag-worms-mag-gots
dark
But when they did a nightmare slipped out, floating
fleeting dreamily gray and silkily transparent, a net
of secret hopes of gone and {fantasies} not {fantasies}
and it wrapped about me and myself, and bound me to my
body
'Bite into that succulent fruit and cry to try, and let it
sink into your teeth,' you said. 'Until the raw juices drip
down to your chin and soak into your skin and your flesh
sings.'
I tried, do you know, not to cry, do you see, but it
kept on wrapping around my throat and constricting me,
like a snake with a cloud between its harping fangs that
shriek so loud and so long, until I knew I was just a fish
writhing on its soiled and soil grave with mud penetrating
helplessly
The nightmare was a prison, a game, an imprisoning game
a poison, a scream, a poisonous un-scream that un-defies
and un-defiles everything it comes across: the un-nightmare
{fantasy}
'You have the key, clutched in your hand, and it's waiting
to be hoped,' you said. 'So hope it, harp it, and don't
rejoice.'
Yet when I looked there was no key, no answers to the
race of rats, crawling rodents whimpering thus and screaming
thus, their shrill cries were mine and I grabbed at those, snatched
at those, until I possessed them wholly and they were utterly
mine
I couldn't succeed because it wasn't meant to be, or was it, maybe
half-way-indeed, and the slashing lines grew darker upon your
sinking face, so you threw to me a scarecrow, tall and dark and
lean
I clasped it tightly to myself, the riches only wisps of downy
feathers, and pressed my face against its expressionless
featureless one, for beauty is ugly and ugly is grief, as black
and cold as unleashed, unbound cruelty on a frame, the heartless
birds
'Do you know what I am?' you asked. 'Do you see how I
am?'
I slowly raised my gaze and nodded, blazing red on black and blue
no words could shape without the clay of truth and lies, for then I knew
You are a {fantasy}.
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deciduous
VI.
Disorder; I don't believe in the word.
They run statistics and codes to bury,
to differentiatebetween the symptoms of medical conundrums
and psychological sobriety let undone,
sleeping on telephone-voice words
practiced to unwavering,distilled absolution What I see's got nothing to do,nothing to do with any of you.I scavenged the ribs lining my body,
faltering under the weight of the discord
I engaged, and wondered if it was so terrible to stop.
Mother served me a meal to eat,
to devour, and I chose not to.I recall; it was 2004.V.
I possessed little to be proud of, nothing to be proud for
as I gave into the idea that the
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71. Obsession
When I pull the trigger we'll stop being here
A sharp dial tone curling up in your ear
The man in the mask is behind the first door
He knows what I'm doing, but I'm not so sure
The beast on my back can not be set aside,
If I'm going down he's along for the ride
The light of the lantern is calling to me
It's significant now, as it ever will be
It's this lacking of time, has set me on edge
Each unpassed moment that's burning my head
This isn't the middle, the end or beginning
Only the slow, silent ceasing of spinning.
This isn't the middle, the end or beginning
Each unpassed moment is burning my head
This lacking of time which has
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tunes of heartbreak.
someday, the world will be silent, and hearts will break.
it might be the hauntingly melodic
tunes of shattering glass, quietly
f
a
l
l
i
n
g
only to hover just before hitting the ground.
it might be the vibrations of over-stretched
heartstrings as they play out
the tune of heartbreak.
but sometimes, although unusual,
it might be the sound of
fallen souls chasing their dreams
as they shoot over the blackening
horizon.
but most definitely,
it's the sound of you
trembling frozen on my cracked lips
tipping precariously
back into the hollows, where
countless whispers of your name
twine together to form a single
break.
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Wow - that's intense.